CC Antya 17.49 (1975)
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TEXT 49
- karite aiche vilāpa, uṭhila udvega, bhāva,
- mane kāho nāhi ālambana
- udvega, viṣāda, mati, autsukya, trāsa, dhṛti, smṛti,
- nānā-bhāvera ha-ila milana
SYNONYMS
karite—doing; aiche—such; vilāpa—lamentation; uṭhila—there arose; udvega—agitation; bhāva—ecstasy; mane—in the mind; kāho—anywhere; nāhi—there is not; ālambana—shelter; udvega—anxiety; viṣāda—lamentation; mati—attention; autsukya—eagerness; trāsa—fear; dhṛti—determination; smṛti—remembrance; nānā-bhāvera—of various ecstasies; ha-ila—there was; milana—combining.
TRANSLATION
While Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu lamented in this way, agitation and ecstasy awoke in His mind, and He became very restless. Many transcendental ecstasies combined in Him, including anxiety, lamentation, attention, eagerness, fear, determination and remembrance.