CC Madhya 15.51 (1975)
Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta (1975) - Madhya-līlā - Chapter 15: The Lord Accepts Prasādam at the House of Sārvabhauma Bhaṭṭācārya
TEXT 51
- ki kāya sannyāse mora, prema nija-dhana
- ye-kāle sannyāsa kailuṅ, channa haila mana
SYNONYMS
ki kāya—what business; sannyāse—in the renounced order; mora—of Me; prema—love; nija-dhana—My real wealth; ye-kāle—at which time; sannyāsa kailuṅ—I accepted the renounced order; channa—deranged; haila—was; mana—mind.
TRANSLATION
"I had no business in accepting this renounced order and sacrificing My love for My mother, which is My real property. Actually I was in a crazy state of mind when I accepted sannyāsa.