CC Madhya 16.135 (1975)
Below is the 1996 edition text, ready to be substituted with the 1975 one using the compile form.
TEXT 135
- āi’ke dekhite yāiba, nā yāiba tomā lāgi’
- ‘pratijñā’-‘sevā’-tyāga-doṣa, tāra āmi bhāgī”
SYNONYMS
āi’ke—mother Śacīdevī; dekhite—to see; yāiba—I shall go; nā yāiba—I shall not go; tomā lāgi’—for Your sake; pratijñā-sevā—the vow and service to Gopīnātha; tyāga-doṣa—the fault of giving up; tāra—for that; āmi bhāgī—I am responsible.
TRANSLATION
“I shall go to see Śacīmātā, but I shall not go for Your sake. I shall be responsible for the abandoning of my vow and service to Gopīnātha.”