CC Madhya 13.113 (1975)
Below is the 1996 edition text, ready to be substituted with the 1975 one using the compile form.
TEXT 113
- “‘sei ta parāṇa-nātha pāinu
- yāhā lāgi’ madana-dahane jhuri’ genu’”
SYNONYMS
sei ta—that indeed; parāṇa-nātha—the master of My life; pāinu—I have gotten; yāhā lāgi’—for whom; madana-dahane—being burned by Cupid; jhuri’ genu—I became dried up.
TRANSLATION
“‘Now I have gained the Lord of My life, in the absence of whom I was being burned by Cupid and was withering away.’”
PURPORT
This song refers to Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī’s meeting with Kṛṣṇa at the holy place of Kurukṣetra, where Lord Śrī Kṛṣṇa and His brother and sister came to visit when there was a solar eclipse. It is a song of separation from Kṛṣṇa. When Rādhārāṇī met Kṛṣṇa at Kurukṣetra, She remembered His intimate association in Vṛndāvana, and She thought, “Now I have gained the Lord of My life. In His absence I was being burned by the arrow of Cupid, and thus I was withering away. Now I have My life again.”