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#dl##dd#yasyotsaṅga-sukhāśayā śithilitā gurvī gurubhyas trapā#/dd#
#dd#prāṇebhyo 'pi suhṛt-tamāḥ sakhi tathā yūyaṁ parikleśitāḥ#/dd#
#dd#dharmaḥ so 'pi mahān mayā na gaṇitaḥ sādhvībhir adhyāsito#/dd#
#dd#dhig dhairyaṁ tad-upekṣitāpi yad ahaṁ jīvāmi pāpīyasī#/dd##/dl#
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yasya—of whom; utsaṅga-sukha-āśayā—by the desire for the happiness of the association; śithilitā—slackened; gurvī—very great; gurubhyaḥ—unto the superiors; trapā—bashfulness; prāṇebhyaḥ—than My life; api—although; suhṛt-tamāḥ—more dear; sakhi—O My dear friend; tathā—similarly; yūyam—you; parikleśitāḥ—so much troubled; dharmaḥ—duties to My husband; saḥ—that; api—also; mahān—very great; mayā—by Me; na—not; gaṇitaḥ—cared for; sādhvībhiḥ—by the most chaste women; adhyāsitaḥ—practiced; dhik dhairyam—to hell with patience; tat—by Him; upekṣitā—neglected; api—although; yat—which; aham—I; jīvāmi—am living; pāpīyasī—the most sinful.
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'Desiring the happiness of His association and embraces, My dear friend, I disregarded even My superiors and relaxed My shyness and gravity before them. Furthermore, although you are My best friend, more dear to Me than My own life, I have given you so much trouble. Indeed, I even put aside the vow of dedication to My husband, a vow kept by the most elevated women. Oh, alas! Although He is now neglecting Me, I am so sinful that I am still living. Therefore I must condemn My so-called patience.'
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Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī is speaking this verse (Vidagdha-mādhava 2.41) to Her intimate friend Viśākhādevī.
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#dl##dd#yasyotsaṅga-sukhāśayā śithilitā gurvī gurubhyas trapā#/dd#
#dd#prāṇebhyo ‘pi suhṛt-tamāḥ sakhi tathā yūyaṁ parikleśitāḥ#/dd#
#dd#dharmaḥ so ‘pi mahān mayā na gaṇitaḥ sādhvībhir adhyāsito#/dd#
#dd#dhig dhairyaṁ tad-upekṣitāpi yad ahaṁ jīvāmi pāpīyasī#/dd##/dl#
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#i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=yasya&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#yasya#/i# — of whom; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=utsaṅga&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#utsaṅga-#a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=sukha&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#sukha-#a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=āśayā&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#āśayā#/i# — by the desire for the happiness of the association; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=śithilitā&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#śithilitā#/i# — slackened; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=gurvī&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#gurvī#/i# — very great; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=gurubhyaḥ&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#gurubhyaḥ#/i# — unto the superiors; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=trapā&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#trapā#/i# — bashfulness; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=prāṇebhyaḥ&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#prāṇebhyaḥ#/i# — than My life; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=api&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#api#/i# — although; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=suhṛt&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#suhṛt-#a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=tamāḥ&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#tamāḥ#/i# — more dear; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=sakhi&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#sakhi#/i# — O My dear friend; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=tathā&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#tathā#/i# — similarly; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=yūyam&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#yūyam#/i# — you; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=parikleśitāḥ&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#parikleśitāḥ#/i# — so much troubled; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=dharmaḥ&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#dharmaḥ#/i# — duties to My husband; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=saḥ&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#saḥ#/i# — that; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=api&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#api#/i# — also; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=mahān&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#mahān#/i# — very great; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=mayā&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#mayā#/i# — by Me; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=na&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#na#/i# — not; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=gaṇitaḥ&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#gaṇitaḥ#/i# — cared for; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=sādhvībhiḥ&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#sādhvībhiḥ#/i# — by the most chaste women; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=adhyāsitaḥ&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#adhyāsitaḥ#/i# — practiced; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=dhik&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#dhik #a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=dhairyam&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#dhairyam#/i# — to hell with patience; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=tat&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#tat#/i# — by Him; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=upekṣitā&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#upekṣitā#/i# — neglected; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=api&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#api#/i# — although; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=yat&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#yat#/i# — which; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=aham&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#aham#/i# — I; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=jīvāmi&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#jīvāmi#/i# — am living; #i##a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" class="external text" href="//vanipedia.org/wiki/Special:VaniSearch?s=pāpīyasī&tab=syno_o&ds=1"#pāpīyasī#/i# — the most sinful.
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" 'Desiring the happiness of His association and embraces, My dear friend, I disregarded even My superiors and relaxed My shyness and gravity before them. Furthermore, although you are My best friend, more dear to Me than My own life, I have given you so much trouble. Indeed, I even put aside the vow of dedication to My husband, a vow kept by the most elevated women. Oh, alas! Although He is now neglecting Me, I am so sinful that I am still living. Therefore I must condemn My so-called patience.'
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Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī is speaking this verse (#i#Vidagdha-mādhava#/i# 2.41) to Her intimate friend Viśākhādevī.
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